I love my boys

Mike is watching we were soldiers with Benn. I think it's gonna be a good weekend.

happy birthday to me

Mike called this morning to wish me a happy birthday. It was really good to hear from him, especially since I hadn't talked to him since Sunday. I baked chocolate cherry cake and I had enough batter left over to make cupcakes. I've gotta say, it's like heaven in a cupcake. I had a really tough time after dinner. It hit me hard that I wouldn't see him this year for my birthday and nor would he be here for my next birthday. I know we will celebrate when he gets home next Thursday and I should just toughen up, but no one ever said it would be easy. It freaking sucks! I just want my husband. I just want to be in the same place with him longer than a few weeks at a time. I know someday we'll get that honeymoon. I know someday things will get just a little bit easier.

Less than 4 days until my birthday.

On the 28th, I'll be 21! whoot whoot I'll be legal at last. Mike left this morning for the field. He will be back on the 4th. It freaking sucks that I didn't get to spend Christmas this year with him this year, nor new years and I won't be spending my birthday with him, or our anniversary or his birthday this year because he'l' be in the field and Next year, he'll be deployed. Grrrrr. guess i'm done complaining. It's the army life so i'm just gonna suck it up.

Tonight i was over at the neighbor's house and we heard an explosion. The fire department and the MP's came rushing over. we (Michelle and I) thought a gas line exploded. Turns out, our of the drunkies who were over on Friday night had put a can of air in the freaking broiler. What stupid guys.

sad day

Mike isn't coming home for christmas. :(

so frustrated.

It looks like I'll be the only one living in my new apartment. Mike got his orders and apparently, he's going to Korea and I'm staying here. He is the only one going, so it's kinda odd. I'm just going to roll with it. Everything will be fine.

On a brighter note, I'll be seeing him in 4 days for graduation. yay!!

I have no clue whats going to happen.

4 days and i'm gone to the airport

I am so very happy that I get to see Mike soon. I miss my husband so very much. I woke up and I had the sweetest voicemail. I love waking up to his voice. last night, we were arguing which is hard with him being 2800 miles away and both of us being super stubborn and never wanting to back down. I'm glad we worked things out. I know, no matter what happens, we will always work it out. We never go to bed angry...biggest rule. I am glad we can always work things out.

I leave in 7 days for the airport.

I fly out at 5am pacific time. I'm so excited that I get to see Mike. I'll get into Atlanta at about 4pm est, and from there, it's another hour and 45 to Ft benning. When I get to GA, I'm going to check into my hotel and knock out. The next day, is family day so Mike's parents, his sister and her husband and his niece are all going to be there. Then it's graduation on the 25th. I have no clue if he is still going to jump school or not. If he doesn't go to jump school, then he will be going home with me. If he has jump school, then he will be home in time for Christmas. I am kinda stressing out on whether or not I can get a place. I think it's just the impatient part of me coming out. I know everything will work out, I just need to remember to breathe.