It's april now which means we are only a few months away from this deployment being over. Part of me is kind of worried about how we are going to transition to being back together again and how it's going to be to have me, mike and Ev together as a family since this is going to be a whole new dynamic for us. I know that we are strong and we will survive this deployment, I think sometimes I just get caught on the what if's. In other news, I'm officially 50 lbs down from my pre-pregnancy weight. go me!