as of now.

we went to the FRG meeting last night. It covered what was going to happen in the next few months and the schedule for things. He's supposed to leave next Tuesday or Wednesday for JRTC and then he should be back at the end of the month. June to July we're going home to Washington. At least that's the plan for now.

I don't mean to come off as a b*****

He called me and said that he had duty to do and he would be let off at 4:00pm. He comes home and I kiss him and he straight up tastes like smoke. I asked him if he'd be smoking and he said he was just in one of his friend's rooms. He then, a few minutes later admits that he and his buddy were smoking and he really got off at 3:00pm. it's times like these, I wish he was at jrtc already.

things I want to get done before august

Get my license

get benn's shots and get him neutered

that's about it for now

today

We went to garden of the gods with the dogs. Benn loved it! He had so much fun exploring the outdoors.

4 1/2 months left :(

We went to a meeting a few nights ago about how to reach "our soldiers" in case there is an emergency during JROTC. They'll be gone all of april. That means he'll miss our anniversary and he'll be spending his birthday in the woods with a whole bunch of dudes. Going to that meeting just means it's all real and he really is leaving in a few months. :(

There is so much to figure out and so much to do.

On the bright side, we are trying to go home in june/july to see our family.